Thursday, July 07, 2005

 

Ganesha, Shiva, Kali: Show me your faces, dance for me dreams, take me out of myself.

I was making a comment on your post, B, but then I started thinking and it got lengthy, and I discovered I had a lot more to say, more of an actual answer than a comment. So here it is.

I dreamed a long time ago, the first time I saw him in my dreams, of walking through halls, looking through windows, and of wearing masks to show him and make him smile. Masks and faces, disguises, costumes are a recurring theme between us--we're both storytellers, both dreamers, and both frequently yearn to be freed from the limitations of the form we occupy. Both aching for magic, for wings, for a sword or a spark, a deus ex machina, a spanner in the works to force a change in our lives like the ones in our dreams.
The irony here, the beautiful irony of the way we relate is that it flies directly in the face of the way a lot of people think about "relationships." You could say, and we do, with some hilarity, that we started off with a broken promise, and that's true. It's also true that we both spend a great deal of time wearing masks, speaking to each other through faces and people that, in many cases, bring us into direct conflict. Our characters frequently fight, sometimes physically, and with the catalyst of their respective foibles (Anfini's curiosity, Procell's neuroses, Rivaine's innocence) do things to each other that are, in civilized society, considered quite horrible.
There are a lot of reasons why our relationship is odd, and I love it. The way I think of it is that we spend... all of our time, really, telling each other stories. Telling each other things, in general, sharing information, trading media, showing each other stories, in pictures, in writing, in movement. It's all stories, and we're in all of them. I want you all to read the short story by Kurt Vonnegut called "Who Am I This Time?". It's exactly what I'm talking about. We wear faces for each other, not to hide from each other, always in total consciousness of who we really are, but evolving that concept of who we are by wearing faces that allow us to feed off of each other, to change, to wield magic, to fly. Together. Becoming greater, reaching new heights... I defend him with my sword, with my fire-breath. He lifts me and saves me with his wings.

Judged: Good
QOR: 15% evil, 85% good.

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posted by Rivaine  # 4:54 PM
Comments:
And why not, y'know? I mean, what better relationship for two individuals, obsessed with beauty, to have than one where they share beautiful things with eachother 24/7?

I hope I never run out of stories to tell and pictures to draw, sweetness. You said it yourself. We can laugh and listen and create until our hair turns grey.
 
Hehe, I can assure you, right when you think that you have ran out of stories, one will come up. Rhain is a muse of sorts. There will be very few moments of uncomfortable silence.
 
No, only fascinating and wonderful silence in which everything is said without words.
 
Comments judged:

-Evil (54% evil, 46% good)
-Good (35% evil, 65% good)
-Evil (97% evil, 3% good)

Average: Evil (38%)
Nice, B, channeling the evil! I'm highly impressed.
 
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